New blog

will no longer blog here.jus click NEW BLOG
thank you.

FUN

Playing around w cam and taking some candid pics can be so fun. thanks to my dearest er jie.

look at my tomboy hair style.well, i feel fresher w it actually.but i tink i stil wana kip my hair style like bob style as usual when it grows longer heehee..

loving my family as much!

Short hair

Short Hair Rocks.its rulez!! and i love it.

it feels great when u love yrself. WOW! thats a fresh feeling.

WAT R U TINKING

what are u tinking now in yr head? maybe we do haf the same tinking on the ending ? haha..

New song once again mood changes

Once again my bloggy has a new song up.its a song from the 80s or 90s if im not wrong.Titled 'Hands to Heaven by Breathe.i love the lyrics of this song.its music seems to be like those christian hymns but its a love song rather than a hymn though.

lift up our hands to heaven and pray.

yesterday i was logging in to livejournal and was being prompt to answer a qn. this is it.

IF U WAN TO PERMANENTLY ERASE SUMONE FROM YR MIND AND LIFE, WHO WILL IT BE AND WHY?

well, my answer will be my ex-bf (dun wan to mention his name here).why??? its cuz he is the one who makes experience how cruel humans can be and makes me realise that this world is jus so cruel w such cruel person like him around so i wud rather permanently erase him away.

w/o him in my life, my life cud actually be so wonderful b4 and do not need to go thru those depressed life but well, it ahs over for many years. i can jus say that im unlucky to fall into his trap.well this is life.

so wat abt u, who and why u wana permanently erase this person from yr life and mind?

photos of long ago

used to ahf chubby cheeks which makes me look more radiant and sweet but now u see

LOOK HAGGARD & UGLY!

Ambitions. dreams, wishes.

Whats yr dream, yr ambition and wishes? isit someting so difficult to achieve or definitely impossible?

from young i haf this ambition that is to help others sumting like counselling and study psychology.it has been my ambition from young but then i jus cant attain it due to my lousy personality and also willful character.i feel so down as i dunno how to achieve all this.

after having nicole my first child, i actually divert my wish to be a full-pledged housewife to fully tk care of the house but then i also feel im so lousy in it.i reali dunno wats my goodness, wats my forte.i onli noe wat are my flaws.dun u tink im such a failure?

no planning, no confidence in wat u plan will onli bring me to doom.

now my mood is sumting that noone can eva lift up.i feel so down.why my life has landed to this stage?why cant i lift up myself and go forward in life instead of feeling sorry for myself.

u can describe me as stupid cuz i dun seem to do this well.reali a noob.

where is the old me.the student nurse who has always receive praises from all her patients and family is so proud of her.where is the old magdalene.

please bring her back to me.i need her back to continue the rest of my life.

Jesus onli u can rescue me now.

if God can carry the cross for all of us, why i cant carry it w faith?

My Lord my refuge