Whats yr dream, yr ambition and wishes? isit someting so difficult to achieve or definitely impossible?
from young i haf this ambition that is to help others sumting like counselling and study psychology.it has been my ambition from young but then i jus cant attain it due to my lousy personality and also willful character.i feel so down as i dunno how to achieve all this.
after having nicole my first child, i actually divert my wish to be a full-pledged housewife to fully tk care of the house but then i also feel im so lousy in it.i reali dunno wats my goodness, wats my forte.i onli noe wat are my flaws.dun u tink im such a failure?
no planning, no confidence in wat u plan will onli bring me to doom.
now my mood is sumting that noone can eva lift up.i feel so down.why my life has landed to this stage?why cant i lift up myself and go forward in life instead of feeling sorry for myself.
u can describe me as stupid cuz i dun seem to do this well.reali a noob.
where is the old me.the student nurse who has always receive praises from all her patients and family is so proud of her.where is the old magdalene.
please bring her back to me.i need her back to continue the rest of my life.
Jesus onli u can rescue me now.
if God can carry the cross for all of us, why i cant carry it w faith?
My Lord my refuge
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