Feeling so sianz and moody today. feel like im gg to die liddat.hmm my left eye abit swollen again also dunno wat happen.im feeling kinda sick today.baby nicole is also sick.she has blocked nose and slight cough.*poor ting* hmmm today i show tantrum again.i jus cant control my temper i feel v v moody empty.dunno hw to explain WHY!! i feel i shld jus vanish frm this world then beta.. very sian very sian!!!!! sorry dear for showing my stupid tantrum.i reali dun wan to haf so much stress and probs in our life.its reali very sickening.i cant tk it u noe?i wonder when can everyting can b stable and peaceful again.realii haizzz.....
i jus wan a peaceful happy life is that so difficult for G0d to grant me?i reali cant live my life having so much fear.i cant tk it de.i jus wan to b happy and nt everyday shouting at dear.i reali dun wan.i switch off my phone jus nw and dear was quite upset abt it.he told me nicely nt to do that anymore cuz or else hw he gg find me.i wonder wat fro he wan find me for when all i noe is shouting and cursing i noe cursing is realli bad!! i also dun wan this.hmmm but im too stress till i gone bonkers liao i guess.. can G0d bring back the happy cheerful smiley n kind me again? i reali dun wan cause so much unhappiness to everyone anymore.pls!!! anyway i jus wan say sorry to those i haf offended unknowingly hope u all accept my apology!! SORRY!!! esp my dear and family!
todays 6th sept, its my eldest sis marianne's bdae!! HAPPY BDAE!!
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