sucks!!

i read peikun's blog and i agree wat she said.its reali sucks working for yr family or w yr family.y i say so?its cuz there is a stress there.like for my case, i work so hard and always tink for my dad in law but then he kip making use of me.dear says i tink too much but its true.u imagine.. my shift suppose to b either 9am to 6pm or mid shift then when the nite shift lady cant cum he expect me to help.u imagine!!! nt enuf slp.can die sia.im nt angry cuz i gt to work extra work or wat but then u work so hard but he nv appreciate it and sumore kip holding on pay.like as if he reali so jialet ma.i dun need but my baby need to eat lo.hw can he nt tink for the baby de.my dad in law very SHANG NAO JING!! i also wonder wat he is tinking.sianz.ytd i gt sumting on so need him to help me 1 hr til my colleague venda cum to work he cant even help then when he need yr help he epext u to help.wats this.i reali v fed up lo.hiaz

then today i meet dear we went see doc cuz i haf body ache he too.then while we were eating he kip telling me abt last time hw many gals likes him and gt one of them even say dun mind b his second one.SHAMELESS lei.dun b like me when i was w my ex la.so stupid.wat for wan b second.b the first if u tink u can!! i feel so angry.cuz he mention abt hw "OUTSTANDING" she is.saying hw pointed her "figure" is.so wat!!! this type of gal reali sucks de lei.tulan.i m so angry w him that i also dun wan tok to him.cuz i cant accept my guy telling me all this.then i told him wat if i tell him abt my past hw will he feel.same rite?i noe he sumtimes jus wna share things w me but i jus dun like lo abt such tings cuz it will hurt my pride.this is wat i feel.senstive u can say me but then if u were in my shoes then u will feel it.sum gals v scary de.ppl gt gf le or wife they stil wan but frankly if yr guy is a gd one he will nt even choose the gal. so i hope dear is nt this kind lo.

MAKE SURE U R NT THIS KIND LIKE U HAF TOLD ME.. U WNA ME RESPECT U AND LOVE U MORE THEN DUN FOOL ARD.I BELIVE U BUT U MUSNT BETRAY MY TRUST OK?

love u!!