hihi im here again today to blog.hmm today is another sad and stressful day.haf so much quarreling today.due to so many issues.makes me reali going mad.haiz..hmm.. let me name it one by one wat happen.
1) quarrelled w my dear
we today reali haf a big fight due to religious ting and also sum personal issues.
baby suppose to be baptised this sat.my aunt went to make the arrangement today then everyting was already arranged so i msg dear and told him this aftnoon.he make the fuss of it cuz he is nt a christian and he kip object abt it(this i understand him cuz we cant force sumone to belive things that cant belive).we quarrelled nono stop and even shouted at him repeatedly.so sad. but anyway nw we are ok le.cuz dear say he reali wan kip this family he dun wan us quarrel anymore.jus nw i reali decided to jus leave i decided to leave singapore and start a new life in another country w baby nicole but dear find me and call me on time or else i tink our love will jus end here.hmm i treasure this rs w him alot but i tokd him i feel empty.i dunno y i jus cant feel his love anymore.but he told me its nt true.he say he stil love me.he say he love our family.hmm guess this time i shld stil gif him a chance.i love u dear.
2) i quarrelled w my aunt today.i made her stressed also cuz of personal issues again and also cuz of the baptismal issue again.cuz my aunt is a devoted catholic so she also wan the good of baby nicole but cuz dear last min say he was nt ready my fmaily nt reali happy.i feel v strained.i noe G0d understands.but i reali hate having all this issues.which is unnecessary.i wan a simple and happy family.i dun wan to kip quarrel w dear always also.i kip mention abt divorce every moment.i dunno wat im talking also.i reali love dear and this family of mine.G0d pls guide me.i dun wan to haf all this hurts once again cuz of my impulsiveness
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