Nw is 530am in the morning.but im stil awake.cuz working till 7am.yawning nonstop but no choice.aft giving brith for nearly 5 mths le.i realised that becoming a mother and wife is nt easy.u gt to learn to compromise to learn abt discipline.and esp nw i haf a hm i gt to learn hw to manage it well.its reali nt easy but wat i can do is learn learn learn.. this is life like wat von says.hmm actaully my life is nt bad aft all.
this few days i haf been feeling so irritable cuz jus feel that his family members all v weird de.likes to make so much comments and call the shots. hope they will gif ppl sum respect if they reali wans it back.
having own hm is definitely beta than staying w others.like for my hubby's case and mine is diff.my parents loves me and im staying w them when i haven gotten a hm.but for his case he is living w his uncle and grandma.alot probs.hmm its reali taxing and stressful as u gt to see ther face.no freedom.
hmm jus had a chat w dear.he told me alot tings.he told me in life nutting is perfect us like one of his fren.she is fat but she is rich and intelligent.. and she ahs a gd temper.hmm but then the saddest part is she is fat.to me if a guy mind all this abt a gal means he dun love her at all.cuz true love doesnt cares abt outer appearance.but i guess this is nature la.
i myself feel im ok onli la but i haf a serious prob.i cant cant control my emotions like wat dear says.i also dunno y.i can b sad and happy v fast.im so scary.haha.. but anyway i tink its perhaps cuz of the hurts i haf in the past then i haf this fear that cause me to haf this stupid reaction.wheneva dear tell me abt his past or wherther abt gals i will b like over control.
hmmm he say i dun love him that deep.i tink he is crazy.hmm i do love jus that i kip wna protect my own heart.but i tink abt it.if u love sumone.jus go ahead dun b afraid cuz this is true love.
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