i dunno hw to describe my life whether it is complicated or simple sad happy.cuz my world is jus so complicated. full of anger full of misery nt cuz of hubby.but cuz of his family.esp his dad.i reali cant stand him cuz he kip saying bad abt ppl when he himself is bad too.sumtimes in life we cant kip blaming ppl for our misfortune.i belive in karma.wat u gt to suffer u gt to.u cant escape.and plus u do wrong ting to ppl u will get double.
be responsible for the tings we do. dun put the blame on others.
my life is so sianz everyday gt to struggle but then i noe that sweetness will cum aft bitterness. sunshine aft the rain.
nw im feeling so sick till i reali dunno hw to express hw sick im feeling nw.dun help him i feel so bad but if help him i foreva cant change my life unless i reali make an effort but will he[DAD IN LAW] make an effort to change his that heck care attitude towards others.reali feel so stress.
its nt everyday working that makes me feel sick lei but its the difficulty im facing.i cant afford nt to work.everyone enjoy every weekend but me gt to work.but i always tell myself that for the sake of my daughter i gt to work hard and endure everyting.ENDURE!
i kip pondering whole nite.if im nt gg help him i feel so bad i reali dunno.mayb im jus too softhearted.i hate to see ppl in trouble.sumore he is my father in law.
i hope God will answer my prayer and lead my way.i reali dunno wat step shld i make.dear tell me to decide on my own and told me that i shld make the first step in my decision rather than listen to anyone.
Jesus hope u will enlighten me!
for G0d will nv abandon me!
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