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dotx dotx.. do this also cant do that also cant.wat shld i do? i also gt no idea.feel so stress and confused.i need to tk care of my baby.cuz my mum reali cant tk care nw.she is feeling so sick. they jus nv understand.tok so much is their hobby but no actions.sickening.

sudd my life seemed like no goal no meaning.like no mood in life.sumtimes dear is very fussy.he wans tings this way that way but he dunno sumtimes his perfectionist personality will cause alot disputes.wat can i say?

he is my hubby i gt to respect this part of him. feeling so sianz lei dunno wat shld i do.i go out work but baby hw another ting is nwadays aft deduct cpf pay so little hw to sustain.i reali dunno.im jus feeling so headache sia. when can i b a bit richer so that i can start manage my lfie again. i wan strike 4D jus for one i wan to build up this family at least w a foundation so that at least can stand firm.i also dunno la.im jus like a loner nw.siiting in front of my com waiting for time to pass cuz dear dun like me work in the rm.wat can i say sumore? small matter la this issue.

jus nw they suggest mw working 1 to 10pm so that i can acc baby slp at nite but then his dad say gt to go office work.by the time i cum hm i dun need do my house work dun need do anyting le.cuz penn wan to work also but then i dun tink he wan work nno lei.i also dunno la.then my fil kip asking me hw hw hw!!! i feel like asking him back hw hw hw.stop asking me liao la.headache la.u shld solve yr prob yrself la.

jus hope penn can help me work noon for the time being so that at least can DONG for awhile..

jesus im lost!