hmmm

im controlling.. control ren!! lolx.. i finally made it.i finally able to REN[tolerate] le.yea i made it.

i hate myself when im envying others or feeling that me myself is hopeless.cmon, u also has a gd life us that mayb nt that gd enuf but then its very gd and happy le.

hmm okie i tell myself yes frm nw onwards no more nagging no more unhealthy lifestyle.my life will b such.slp early wake up early.i haf done that im happy and satisfied.

ehh gt to thank my long time fren for helping me for helping me to work the nite shift so that i can rest in the nite.thanku.aiyo if he is nt gg work i tink i will die.. thanks.

yesterday aft work i straight away Bommmmm to slp.aft bathing aft di siao dear for awhile.haha.. so shagged.but kinda happy w this current lifestyle cuz im able to haf a gd slp.ppl say ah gals shld haf plenty of slp then will look nice.i shall see lo.

yesterday my eldest sis marianne msg me telling me that my baby is so noti.when she cum back im gg to discipline her le.actually i change this working hrs its cuz i wan my baby to haf a healthy lifestyle too.. and i finish early i can spend more time w her.isnt that gd.hmmm actually sumhw i realise that dear and me nv quarrelled quite long le.ehh choi!!! nw i say im breaking the CURSe.our life will b beta le!! heehee. dear is satisfied w the way i do my house work manage my tings nw le.im happy too.i beginning to love myself my life more and more.yea.. finally there is this time i reali feel so much JOy. and joy is sumting ppl can gif but its build inside ourselves.so therefore i belive if we wan to b happy we can.. STAY HAPPY IS THE BEST MEDICINE!!

sg expo gt a fair selling all the electronic tings.i cant go cuz work plus nw nt the time to buy all this but then nvm i noe the time will cum.dear sure buy for me de.he is the surprise king!! lolx.. i love him deep deep.. anyway those ppl who manage to buy sumting there gd luck and enjoy.heehee