Saturday, November 15, 2008

love dun exist

wat can i do to make u understand me to love me.u say u do but i cant feel it.cuz every littel ting u wan calculate w me, u feel im at fault.i noe im useless.working slogging for the family is nth to you.even on the verge im feeling v sick u stil feel im nth to u.nt a single heart pain u feel.i jus feel so sad.so hurt.mayb i shld jus gif up.y am i stil clinging on.i tot aft forgetting him 3 years ago le i met u le u will treat me even beta than him.love me truly but i guess all this are nv true.u will nv love me.its nv 100 percent.yr feelings for me is nv love.its nv.jus pity.i guess so.everyone says i tink too much.i nv.i jus feel yr true love.i noe i make u ashamed im a stupid woman so u dun wan me lose yr face.im lousy i noe.if u tink i will spoil yr reputation y nt u jus tell me the truth that u wan ditch me.i will nt blame u.im jus a sucking person.

y wateva i say u jus say im tokign rubbish saying i make excuses y u nv eva listen to wat i said .i kip everyting to my heart but u nv eva wan to share it.u kip saying cuz i this i that.


i noe my life will nv b filled w love.im a unloved person.i will nv experience this love feeling.. nv..

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