turn back time

Before i start i wan to mention abt this poor sweet gal who was being killed in india.life is short u wun noe when u will die jus liddat so treasure yr lives

ok.. nw im gg start on my posting.. there it goes




turn back time? nah.. its impossible and unrealistic.but then.... sumtimes i reali wish time can b





turn back.and it will b beta.but sumtimes i also dun wish time will b turn back.as in the future is ahead of me.

sumtimes i hate myself for comparing him and HIM! but then sumtimes it reali does make sense.i dunno hw to describe this but then reali dun understand guys at alli wish i cud read their mind..

hmm dear i noe he is trying so hard.he is.but then he done it in a wrong way.i reali dunno hw long he can haf this stubborn mind.or shld i say perfectionist KILLS! but i noe he is trying very hard.hmm i shld gif him a hug for this.i reali dunno.both of them haf diff mindset and its nt that i wan compare they both to make dear sad but then i wan dear to realise that being too perfectionist will kill.he shld learn to let this go rather than kip wanting it to b swee swee which is impossible. but anyway i also love him for this character of his.he jus wans everyting to b best for this family i shld say.


hmmm dear always tink that i stil love the HIM. no. i jus treasure him as my fren thats all.cuz we haf known so long we are jus as close as bro and sis that kind of close.that kind of long.yes i do love him very much b4 that i can reali break down cuz of him but then its over.

i understand hw dear feels but then i haf done so much y cant dear feel it or shld i say feel my LOVE? i jus wan him to feel that and jus do his part.thats so simple.

i reali hoping for a miracle.
which i noe its nt easy to cum by cuz life is nt a bed of roses.it tks time to cultivate a happy family.with both parties compromising.

anyway i wan conclude that i love my hubby.i jus wan him to b a happy person but nt being such a perfectionist cuz it kills.

but...heehee at least i haf a hubby who can cook and clean the house. =p