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though im feelin very depressed very lost nw but i can say that i haf my happy and confident times.i haf received many great encouragement frm my readers my frens.

my fren, elene tok to me and tell me y am i making my family worry for me?yes, im so guilty.instead of making them feel happy that i can manage my family well im making them so worry and angry.i dun wan b this way.but i cant help it. YES, im very honest in my posting cuz i noe that the best policy is being honest.im nt afraid to let anyone noe abt ME.. cuz im proud to b me.. im poor nw means im poor thats nth to hide.im a pathetic poor broke woman who is nw struggling to meet her ends.

a blog is for its owner to say wat eva that bothers him or her, anyting that makes her happy or any discovery she made and etc.. im feeling so proud to blog.and i dun deny that a blog does help to make me noe myself beta.. im having very bad attitude which is getting worse nw... i need help but im stil lying here doing nth for myself.. im a pathetic shit!


though im a pathetic shit but then im lucky or shld i say blessed that i haf great frens ard me.. they nv gif up on me.. they cheer me up makes me realise that im loved de no matter hw poor i am hw shit i am..

my dear cousin also has this prob she lack in confidence but then nw she heed my advice i noe she can make it she will ba ble to build up her confidence... gd luck germaine...


anyway i wan thank my dearest, fiona.. she helped me get photographer to tk photos for me for portfolio and will b helping me to advertise to those modelling agencies.. thanks gal.. i nv seen such a sweet fren who use words and also actions to show her care and love for me... i thank her so much!!!... a God send...

to those ppl out there who lack confidence:

always rem the greatest love is loving yrself.. nth is more valuable than that.and if u tink u cant open up to anyone as in cant communicate w ppl cuz u feel u cant, i suggest u can start writing diary or blog or do anyting which u feel u can noe yrself beta.. this is wat i told my cousin.i haf this belief, onli when u noe yrself well then u will slowly build the confidence in u.. i done that and i thank my courage and also frm frens who gave this support!!! cheers!! =p


looking forward for my portfolio!