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feeling kinda depressed.. another 6 days more will b my bdae.but it seemed like noone rems it at all.i feel so sad.my life seemed so empty seemed so miserable.i jus cant help feeling so down when so many tings happen though i do haf gd tings happening in my life.i dunno how to control this negative emotions in me, i jus cant help it can anyone tell me how, wat shld i do.im facing so much sadness in my life.

jus like wat i haf mention, my bdae is cuming but noone seemed to rem.im jus like a unpopular freak, a lonely freak.my hubby say as long i haf my family love and his love i shld b contented.yes i shld but noone can live w/o frens too.and for me i noe that i haf no frens who will reali put me into their heart i noe that.all ic an do is to comfort myself and tell myself that frens are nt everyting.but family is.of cuz my family is the priority.but then tink! who wun wan frens in their life who cares for them ? those who say they dun need frens are all rubbish.

i reali wish i will haf frens who reali cares for me rem me and also sincere to me.actually since i lost the frenship w tw i realise that frens are equally impt in our life esp close frens.cuz its nv easy to find a close fren.i foudn it 8 years ago but i haf lost it.but this frenship wil nv come back.we cant even communicate well we dun haf anyting in common and he is the obstruction between me and my hubby so i feel that this frenship gt to end sumday.

my new life w lots of hope and happiness, when isit cuming?