hi jus back frm work ard 30 mins ago.today was such a busy day at work.monday blues.but in the end i stil finish up the work and im having such a great satisfaction.cuz i done so much scheduling today for my patients.working there in my department is reali very enjoyable.im rreali happy working there.
ok toking abt any tings happen recently.. hmm hafing kinda depression recently .i dunno y it might b cuz of family issues money issues frens issues or jus my mind issues.feeling so depressed each day.dun feel like doing anyting nwadays jus feel like lying down on my bed and jus slp and nv get up.i feel that im getting worse.im facing so much probs w myself.i wish to jus pull myself up but then i jsu kip falling.it jus makes me feel that satan is gifing me a difficult time cuz im a great sinner.i dun go to church anymore.i dun pray too and it seemed my life is getting into a mess.but probably all thsi are illusions that i create myself.i feel to get rid of all this pain all this negative tings.i cant go on lidat anymore.
MOVE ON is wat i shld do but i kip staying at the same place and nv wan to move on.its been so many years.why am i stil hanging here lidat.when will b the day when i reali move on?
i reali wish im able to do it and all this needs me and myself to overcome noone can help me.anyway i will try my best to move on.and i pray to almighty God to help me.
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