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y everyone instead of feeling happy for me instead of beliving me everyone seemed to discourage me.i feel so humiliated in a way.isnt having a kid is a joy.i may b having financial probs now but then i will nv resort to abortion. cuz i feel that the only way to prove that u love yr child is by giving him or her a chance to live on in this world.

i felt so disturbed this past few days.yesterday my little nicole makes me felt so rejected so hurt the moment she reached hm she cried. i wodner isit she doesnt wan us as parents.i felt so hurt at that point that i jus cudnt control my emotions i cried.i blamed myself that cuz i cant afford to employ a maid for her or look aft her myself thats y she grow up this way nt beling close to us suddenly.infact this happened for two weeks already.can it b im too sensitive or its true that she doesnt wan us anymore.if i cant haf her in my life to love this family even i haf alot money also no use.my children is definitely more impt than anyting.


i hope im jus being sensitive and nth else.