life? wat isit all abt? y life can b so sickening sumtimes.y cant it b simple and happy? probably i may sound kinda unrealistic BUT then sum ppl reali haf such a happy life.haf been quite materialistic recently.. i cant tk sufferings like b4 cant this cant THAT which i feel so disappointed in myself.i kip feeling that everyone hates me every one dun agree w me.. i reali dunno wat is happening to me..
wheneva i look at my daughter i reali feel kinda hatred for myself.i feel that im reali nt a gd mother to her.instead of instilling happy tots positive tots to her i always instil negative tings to her though its indirect.
i feel that my depression might b BACK again.cuz i reali cant control my emotions. i need ot shout out loud then i feel beta and sumtimes i jus feel like nt waking up jud feel like COOPING in the rm or house.
reali feel disgusted abt it,i reali dunno how to cope w it already.
i jus feel i cant move on. HURTS are stil in my life.i cant get rid of them.its hindering me from starting a new life.i wan to b released frm it!!
but i reali dunno how to.
CAN GOING BACK TO CHURCH REALI HEAL ME FRM ALL THIS?
WHERE HAS MY FAITH IN GOD GONE TO?
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