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im reali feeling very useless i dunno how to express but then i dunno when will my life b different frm now? its nt that i cant tk sufferings but then i reali feel there is no breathing space for me anymore.i cant stop worrying.day and nite im tinking how am i to handle everyting.sumtimes i reali wish God will send sumone to help me thru everyting.everyone tinks im lazy dun wan to work or etc.. but they dunno the real reason behind it.wat im undergoing i jus dun wan to reveal all bcuz i feel no matter how frank u r tings will stil b the same.money is evil it can bring to u everyting but w/0 it it can also kill u.seeking for help etc.. when eva ppl see u they run as far as they can.if we r well to do do we need to do this? i haf my pride but then i gt to lose it if i wan to survive i got no choice.i used to be well-liked by my frens teachers lecturers..but now tings change.i became sumone whom everyone wish to avoid.im feeling very depressed.i haf been hiding in my heart for so long.i jus cudnt hide it anymore.i feel real depressed.i can jus say im a useless person.a useless wife a useless mum and so on.jus palin useless..