The lyrics of this song is very meaningful, it depicts abt a woman who went to to paradise experienced alot tings in life BUT she nv been to herself well meaning that she never reali noe herself.
this song some how affected me wheneva i listen to it.im jus sumone who has experienced alot of happy tings which i can define as 'PARADISE" to me BUT and yet i dunno myself and wat i wan in life.
OF cuz i feel great being a mother and also married at a age which i always wished for BUT then i feel its stil not enuf cuz i dunno myself at all.SO i cant expect others to understand me or noe me well at all.
My GOALS, AIMS, WISH are the tings that im stil searching.im jus not contented w my life.i cant go on this way.like wat my hubby always tells me, even if i haf one million dollars now i also wun b happy well i agree in wat he says.there is sumting that i feel i lack but im stil searching jus like me searching for my inner soul mate.
I wish to be happy and not everyday swearing, everyday feeling unhappy and being so irresponsible as in when im in bad mood i jus dun bother abt anyone.im a mother and a wife already, i mus STOP this.
There are sum personal tings which i cant share but then i hope that WISH that i made will cum true.
'IF U WAN SUMTING OR SUMONE TO CHANGE, U MUST MAKE THAT FIRST STEP 1ST'
I haf to make the first step STARTING FROM MYSELF first!! everyting must b ME first BUT always tink for OTHERS first!
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