Everyone does, including you. A time comes when what you have always believed is true melts away underneath you. When you cast in doubt even the most obvious, the most simple. When it seems that dark night is all around, and you are all alone. Take heart, this journey through abyss is the final barrier before your emergence into the heavenly light of a new synthesis of your being. God is waiting for you on the other side.
This message seems kinda complicated to m but i noe that GOD is conveying to me that in everyone's life including mine has to go thru certain "DARKNESS" b4 we can enter to the PARADISE that we always wanted.the LIGHT that we haf to go to.GOD is always there waiting for us to seek him.now im in darkness still, not able to let go alot of tings.thats y i m stil not able to feel the happinesss that i should be feeling now.
im always telling everyone that i haf let go of everyting, let go of the past and forgive everyting.i tink im jus lying cuz i definitely hasnt let go! i stil allow myself to be affected by the past.i stil hate myself and cant even forgive myself SO how am i to forgive others and love myself?
i mus get myself out frm this darkness.then im able to b happy w wat i haf.i haf such happy and complete family why am i stil complaining and not feeling contented.im so much luckier than others.ya i may be poor but i haf so much love frm everyone.esp my LIM family and HUBBY.well.. this time i mus reali adhere to my resolutions and MAKE IT HAPPEN!
MY RESOLUTIONS ( not onli for year 2010, but for the rest of my life )
-Never look back to the past-
-Be forgiving to others-
-Help others who are in need wheneva i can-
-be a great mother & wife-
-Work hard to build our family-
-Continue to be the pillar-
-Never give up-
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MOVE ON IN LIFE!!
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