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Haf u eva felt so tired? not onli physical but mentally.i feel like im breaking down soon.the feeling so unbearable.well, not onli doing the housework, i got to attend to everyting at home.though my hubby gt help out but stil i feel very tired.. i haf gained 10 kg for this pregnancy. now im 63.4kg. so heavy the weight is reali killing especially when i haf to hang the clothes.but well, wat can i say when i chose this path this life.i always dreamt to be a housewife and my wish is granted i shld b more grateful than to complain rite? but anyway i shld feel blessed that GOd gave me all this opportunity to do gd deeds.cuz i always belive in 好心有好报(for those non-chinese)it means when we do gd we will b rewarded the good.i always belive in this.

now my MIL is staying w me cuz she has injured herself, i haf to tk care of her every need.help her to put on the plastic on her both cast when she wants to go for bath, help her buy food cook and also get tings for her etc.i admit that i do haf the complaining heart at times but then i noe that its also my duty to do this.or else in the past i wun choose nursing.and also i gt to tk care of my little nicole.but well its my duty, cuz im her mother.anyway overall i do feel very tired but then i noe its all worth it.i noe and very sure that GOD is rewarding me very soon, all the gd tings are gg to happen.all i shld do now is to WAIT patiently and with faith. i thank GOD for all this.

i love my family!!! 我爱我的家人！！！！

anyway valentines day is coming soon and so is CNY.well im not reali into CNY actually but since im a chinese this day is a impt day for me.well and for valentines day, to me everyday is valentines day.all i wish is my hubby will love me stil even when we are old and hold our hands till we die. =p and also pray that he get a job very soon.this is the best present i will get if all this cums true soon.
for this year and this month of feb, the most impt day for me is FEB 7.well when the day comes i will let u all noe y.it will be the happiest day.so i pray to GOd that he will grant that wish that is in my heart and mind now =] *DUN ITCHY HEART*xin yang yang.. =p

anyway i reali wish to gif my dad a surprise but stil tinking how shld i do it?

PS: no matter wat happen in the past, u r stil my best daddy! thanks for always being w us and nv leave us.i dun care wat others always say abt u.

My daddy.. the person who has always dote on me from young.