There are alot tings that i wish to pour out but always decide to hide it or jus ignore it.but then it jus makes me feel so xingku(uncomfortable).well, its abt my family and my tots abt certain tings.sumtimes i wonder am i a very bad daughter in law?i dunno why BUT i just FEEL that i cant stop hating my father in law.though he didnt reali provoke me now since i nv been working for him so long.but the sight of him jus makes me feel very stressed very frustrated.
after feeling this way, i actually felt guilty.No matter he is my hubby's father.but then i jus cudnt stop feeling frustrated abt him.cuz he is kinda dirty and sumtimes he dun get wat ppl explain and he jus burst out scolding ppl for nothing like as if i owe him anyting.well i can understand why he behave this way but pls la.im not his daughter he shldnt jus flare his temper wheneva he wants.
but anyway i reali hope im able to be more forgiving and loving to everyone jus like how i was b4.i feel that im becoming very evil.i hate myself.i guess thats y my life is rougher than others cuz of my evil ways.
anyway i noe i can do it if i haf the perseverance.. STOP BEING SO EVIL!!! if i wan ppl to b gd to me i mus be gd to others.
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