everyone needs sumone, there is no doubt

Isit so difficult to listen to the gd that ppl is telling me? i always tot that i cud do tings myself, handles tings, or even suffer alone & etc.. im jus so WRONG!! everyone needs sumone to be w them to do anyting regardless of anyting.noone can stand alone. & this is wat GOD is trying to bring across to me.

44 steps towards the right path

 On this day, God wants you to know...




... that working together is good. We are meant to support one another in this world. Let go of the feeling that you have to do everything alone. Ask someone if they want to join you.
 
everyone needs sumone, there is no doubt. this phrase must always be planted in my NON-RECEPTIVE brain!
after being lectured by my hubby once again just now, i mus reali wake up.i haf such stupid attitude that if dun change i also dunno how am i to teach my both kids!
 
i guess sum of u might be wondering.wats so BAD abt my attitude untill my hubby mus kip lecturing me.He has already move on but im stil at that point.and worse still moving back more steps.
 
LIST of my stupid attitude
 
+> likes to argue
+> no respect for anyone
+> like to find loopholes to make excuses for myself
+>likes scolding bad words and cursing
+>Misinterpretation of tings despite of ppl's explanations
+>unreasonable
+>behave still like a rebellious teen
 
these are wat my hubby has list out and wish i cud tink abt it and try to change it.
and i agreed.
cuz wat he said is reali the truth, the fact!
 
when he tell me all this, i reali feel ashamed of myself.
im a mother of two already but i stil behave this way.reali a piece of shit!
 
Its time i changed. not onli my attitude but the way i treat my hubby.
im lucky that despite my shortcomings, he is still so patient to guide me and "lecture" me.thanks hubby!
ive always been rude to him, dun respect him and makes him upset.
but he can rest assure cuz i will not do all this to him anymore.
 
*Dear, dun worry for the sake of our family i will change myself.not TRY but DO IT! and we can build a happy family without all this lecturing & I LOVE U!*
 
i reali feel lucky that GOD send me this hubby to guide me or else i reckon i might get mad anytime due to the fact of all the tings i ve gone thru in the past.
not onli being cheated in a rs b4, i was also being traumatised by a DIRTY old man b4(it was a very terrible experience) and also those money probs.but i noe its time to overcome all those fear.
it may not be easy but w my hubby's support i can make it.
 
without him i reali dunno how am i to go thru all this tings.
He made me a stronger person.makes me grow up.
how cud i said he is not my GOD-sent?he is definitely is!
 
so like i ve mention in my early paragraph and my post title.
 
everyone needs sumone, there is no doubt.SO i definitely need my hubby so much and there is no doubt :)