quarrels cant solve anyting

yesterday me n my hubby quarrelled again cuz of those stupid minor ting which has happen so long ago or in fact it doesnt exist at all.hmm i noe that he loves me n i love him but i dunno y i jus keep finding fault in him.i was nt liddat b4.i dunno wat has triggered me to do so.im so sorry abt it.y mus i look into the past. shldnt i jus move on & live happily. he haf make so much steps in making me happy i noe that but y i kip behaving this way.haiz.we quarrelled so much yesterday that we can mention abt divorce so lame and stupid. i noe none of us wan it de jus that out of anger we say it.so here i wan to say sorry to my dearest laogong that im reali sorry of wat i done.i love u.i noe u haf forgiven me and give alot of chances.i shld learn to treasure it.im sorry dear i love u n reali love u.i will nv leave u de even how difficult our life will be.today i jus register online for our rental flat hope we able to get it and live tgt in harmony n happiness.but in the other hand i noe that i will miss my family.cuz living w them for so many years i some how feel v sad that i gt to move out soon le..i miss u all everyone.. but dun worry i will cum to see u all always..once sumone is married they gt to start aonther family and move on.. this is life..anyway i jus wan let my love ones know that i love them always!!!