sad reali sad

i reali feel v sad nw thats y im blogging more than one time today.i dunno who to tell to or pour my sorrows to who.i jus feel v fan very sad.i dunno hw to express this pain and sadnes im experiencing nw.feel so so down reali dunno hw to explain.i feel no matter hw much i haf done also no use.im stil labelled as useless lousy horrible etc.i reali feel v sad noone can eva undertsnad me.y is that so>if i ask answer willb given to me that cuz im lousy.noone listens to wat i say.everyone feels that im jus sensitive thats all.but haf u all eva tink y i feel this way.

to dear: i love u i haf always hope u will b e one to comfort me when im hurt or sad but then everytime u jus say i tink too much or i jus oversensitive im tired nt enuf slp.do u knw im hurting inside?do u noe?at the verge i feel like jus leaving to a far away place where noone can find me.i knw even i do this v fast u also will forget everyting that happens to us.i dunno but this is my thinking cuz when ppl reali hurts me u stil tink it mus b cuz of my useless attitude ppl treat me this way.im nv the nice gal u like.u feel that i always haf bad intention when actually i dun haf.dear u noe i love u but do u love me the same as i love u?i cant say this in front of u bcuz i reali scared to b rejected by u again.im feeling v v sad nw.i cant control my tears jus nw i cried alot b4 i work aft i came back.u tink its a samll matteer but atcually i can tell the truth i relai reach to the stage where i feel like giving up myself cuz i cant love myself anymore.dear i love u. this is wat i wan to let u noe.all i wan is u to jus listen to me.comfort me.i dun need gifts flowers or wateva.i jus need u reali U!