Unfathomable

I feel that sum ppl are reali cant b understood.i wonder are they trying to b funny or trying to put u down.jus for my case, i nv offended anyone.i jus wan to b more open and be less sensitive but sum ppl jus love to provoke me.is that rite?sumtimes i reali wan b nice to ppl but ppl mus use that kind of attitude.excuse me! i dun owe u all anyting oki!! dear kip tell me i gt to b abit nore submissive.yes i can.but dun later say im too quiet too dumb! i noe he does care for me and love me.but y does his frens seemed to like hate me.when i nv even provoke them but they provoke me and say me inferior.i relai hate this feeling.jus nw i even msg von and tell her that i wan to leave le i cant tk it le.cuz y am i always the one to suffer all the hurts the rejections.y?
i thank G0d i found von such a wonderful fren.w/o her i dunno hw.

i reali wan to tell my dear y he is jus so insensitive to ppls feelings?
he always say i tink too much but in fact his fren say haf the barrier w me hw are we to go out w htem when they gif me such attitude which i dun deserve.i dun deserve all this cuz i nv owe them anyting.i dunno wat he haf done w them in the past but i stil tink they shldnt treat me this way cuz i nv done anyting wrong!!!

i feel maligned sumtimes.dear kip saying we gt communication prob sumtimes but then haf he eve tink y?
its cuz he nv listen.reali listening! Listening means sitting down and listen wateva unhappiness the person wants to say and nt kip criticising.haiz.sumitmes i jus feel like giving up. reali.haiz G0d heal me.