Friday, October 10, 2008

i belive....

I belive in many tings in life.

there is one ting i always belive v fervently there is LOVE can overcome everyting and its a magical ting.

i always read my fren's blog so update myself abt their life.hmmm two of my frens haf broken up.though they love their partners and vice versa.Y?i always ask this qn.y so many years gan qing[feelings] also can break up sumtimes it makes me feel scared will me and dear end up this stage?

hmmm i beta nt tink too much.

anyway after reading one of my fren's[elene] blog.i feel so sad.she and her bf loves each other de but y isit ending.i stil belive they both can make it.and i wan let elene noe that she can make it.and that curse haf long ago vanish.hmm and its nt too late.it takes courage to say sorry.i reali realise alot tings aft kip quarrelling w dear all this.i realise that he loves me.though im always feeling that he dun care he dun love me but i noe he do nw.cuz wheneva i say i wan to leave him he will tell me the same ting.he loves me.he wan this family.he nv gif up.this words has made me feel that i shld more nv gif up.like wat Peikun says y mus i gif up on every little ting.. y nt i jus perservere.. true.. i agree.. i shld love myself belive in myself in this rs.dear has tried his very very best to sustain this rs to tolerate me to love me.jus that sumtimes he neglect certain area.i mus rem that noone is perfect.i shld thank G0d that i found him.jus like elene, my ex nv treat me as nice as my dear so i shld more nv gif up cuz i belive that love overcomes everyting!


Tired & frus day
ytd noon me meet dear to go for the south west cdc appt at jurong east.cuz working midnight shift im already so tired but stil gt to go for the appt.but noe wat happen?after bringing all our documents everyting the officer says they gt to reject our application.wat the hell is this.isnt they unhelpful?its cuz we are staying apart and having difficulties thats y we seek help from them but then that lady kip dun wan to find other alternatives for us.reali atrocious!! she gave us this reason 'its cuz u both ahf two diff add so we cant process the application.the cdc is suppose to help ppl who are in need and yet they treat it as nth.i reali damn angry.i purposely jus slp for few hrs then quickly woke up its cuz i wan settle this application matters in the end no outcome sianz lei.
nw i can onli hope aft seeing my potong pasir mp im able to haf sum help.
anyway i miss dear.. but then too tired in working le so onli sat then will meet him.

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