ppl might tink im so silly im so hardworking or ke sian[poor ting] cuz gt to slog liddat but then to me its worth it.i hope i can get rid of the devil in me that kip making me sin making me shout n scream at my dear.
hmm i wan a beta future for my family.i wan b e happy me again.always smiling laughing tinking of all gd tings.i guess by tinking positive we able to get tings rite.
i will meeting dear in the early noon.so aft blogging i probably gg rest awhile b4 the calls will cum at ard 4 plus onwards.hmm i haf quited the spa job cuz u noe la my family dun like me working..hmmm anyway i also love the experience working there though its abit of sleezy.. hmmm dear has been nagging abt this job to me mostly every single hr.he dun like me to work in places where i can wear v nice clothes or indeed SEXY clothes.. haha.. deardear is jealous!!! dun try to pretend anyway i hope everyting wil b fine for us.
toking abt my spa job i realise nwadays alot married men haf been secretly playing flirting outside.i feel its so ridiculous.their poor wife at hm doing hse work for them tking care of their kids but then they outside slping ard w women.w can they do that... sumtimes i reali pity we women.do so much but the men go out and tou ci[play ard outside]scary..
ppl say aft 7 years marriage guys usually will haf the "itch" to find other women outside.reali hope dear wun b liddta
but anyway i noe i gt to haf trust in myself and him.
so i will telll myself nt to tink so much..
anyway yeah!! tml i will get to see dear le yeah!!!
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