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i dunno wat title shld i name my blog post so i jus put this ~~~~.. heehee.. i change my blog to the normal template again cuz i sick of kip using other ppl's blogskin to use as my layout,nt original.hahahah.. so i decided i will jus use a normal template and jus add sum sweet background.hmm i tried to learn hw to make a blogksin but i FAIL! though can stil see gt sumting but then to me i stil FAIL! but nvm i wil try again.

ytd i go bonkers again..(im getting too overly random le....). i shout at my fil and dear. i dunno wat life im experiencing nw.i nv seen sumone like my father in alw so f*** up. he tink he si the king he tink he can say wateva he wans when he himself is a ???? i dun wish to say out that WORD.its kinda strong word.i haf been tolerating telling myself jus ignore him jsu dun bother but i jsu cant.cuz he make me very stress and angry and cant tk it.i applied for job i hope cam get.cuz i dun wan stay in this job for long le cuz its reali killing me!!!


my sis always tell me pray hard.but tis nt i nv pray hard but then i dunno y my life seemed liek getting worse lei.though dear do treat me well...

haiz


sumitmes i will listen to music and ponder to myself abt hws my life all this years.sumtimes i cry to slp.i can say that my lfie is sumtimes gd sumtimes bad.y i say so cuz sumtimes im reali very happy w my life but sumtimes i feel my life is bad. anyway i kinda confused,i sumtimes feel like jus tk away my life but then wheneva i tink of the gd tings i jsu cant do it..

haiz anyway i jus hope for beta life.