love myself is the best way

many ppl misunderstand me as sumone LAZY, JOB HOPPER ETC... but in fact im nt lo.for those who noes me well.everyone noes i can stick to one job for long de.i haf already work for my dad in law for abt 2 years plus le.and he is giving me payment prob of cuz nw i gt to go le b4 i turn RUSTY!! rusty as in dunno abt the world outside and in the near future im gg to live w no job and that will b terrible.

i did work in a spa which is his aunt's.y i stop working is cuz the working environment there is abit ehhhhh.... hmmm those who go those kind of spa will noe.i shall nt reveal.so this cause my hubby to b scared and dun allow me to work there including my dad.so thats y i came to help my dad in law again.

so i dun understand y sum of my frens tink im those kind of job hopper. kind of disappointed.

anyway wat can i say?it shows that im nt popular as in i dun haf much frens thats y noone noes abt me.

but on the other hand im very happy im able to get to noe sum of my sec sch mates beta and they are so sweet ppl. like shuping, cheryl they all.and also ppl like fiona and silver.they may b younger than me but they are more mature and when i tell them my probs they reali cares.i guess sumtimes we shld belive in ourselves and love ourselves.

so i tell myself no matter wat happen i mus love myself.i musnt let anyone look down on me.

i belive i can get a gd job soon.with the help of prayers.

love myself is the greatest love of all