♥Loleepolly♥

its 250am now and im stil widely awake.pondering alot of tings.tinking abt the past and cant imagine how dumb i was b4.i nv met any guys that are worth for my love.my first love is a blunder, after him i had many bfs but all were not serious relationships.. many said that first love is unforgettable.not that cuz we stil love the person but that its a rs that most wont forget.well, i guess its quite true.probably cuz mine is a blunder, a failed rs and also a one-sided affair thats y it left a very deep impression and scar in my life.

i haf gotten over it and haf move on.i cant belive i can do it.and i haf made it.but the saddest part of it is we are not like b4.i always feel that its beta to stay as gd frens than being in a rs.

i thank GOD that i met my hubby.HE reali makes me feel loved.i nv felt this b4.all the guys i had been w b4 are all jerks.

pure jerks.

i had one who actually stop being w me bcuz i dun allow him to touch me.i hate such guys.i always belive that if a guy loves u he will respect u instead.i despise those idiots who be w u for sex and not love.

to me, sex = love.

i cant belive it when i hear abt ppl having sex w ppl whom they dun love.its so disgusting.they jus do finish their biz and off they go w no strings attached.

where's their self-respect, self-love?

To ppl out there, dun eva betray yr bodies for the sake of gaining attention or jus to gain love.it nv works this way.

sex shld onli be given to yr future husband or wife.it shd b sacred.

well, kinda emo at this moment of time and jus feel like sharing this to u all out there.

i hope and pray for less divorce and extra marital affairs out there.. treasure yr spouse.This will be the greatest consolation for them. ;)